Jeremy
rounded up @ Saturday, November 02, 2002
Jeremy
rounded up @ Friday, November 01, 2002
Jeremy
rounded up @ Thursday, October 31, 2002
Jeremy
rounded up @ Wednesday, October 30, 2002
Jeremy
rounded up @ Monday, October 28, 2002
Jeremy
rounded up @ Sunday, October 27, 2002
Jeremy
rounded up @ Sunday, October 27, 2002hmmmmmmmm........ 3 more days to the big O's and I am kinda still slacking abit here and there.... Anyway only studied social studies today and stayed home the whole day sleeping.... AHHHHHHH..... Today I don't know what got into me I turned my radio to Y.E.S 93.3 FM and listened to the chinese songs that I couldn't really catch the lyrics... hahaha ok... But there was this song by Liu Ruo Ying or Liu Luo Ying ahhhh I don't know yeah.... Her voice was so beautiful ahhh.... If only I had a friend who could sing like her hahaha and everyday I will call her and ask her to sing to me.... hahaha Well today nothing much to blog... Hmmmmmm just that Liverpool is playing later and Arsenal is playing tomorrow hope Liverpool wins! and Arsenal to lose 2-1 again hahahaha they simply suck and I found a sport that I reallly hate alot yeah and I think only Shuming knows anyway I choice not to say it out coz yeah uh hmm i think its rather rude.... Well.... Take care all da best =) Smile!
Friday, November 01, 2002Hey peepz today went to church today to serve morning again with Chris as today was All Saints Day..... Yup then had a heavy breakfast with his mum... I must say his mum is a nice lady... =) When I got home i chatted on the phone with Shuming and we were planning what to do after O's hahaha really cannot wait.... Go to Sentosa and play beach volleyball yeah! At the same time know his 2 frenZ hmmmmmmm..... In the afternoon went to Hougang CC to study with Shuming and Christian hahahahaha the place was sooooooo quiet..... But it was a really good place to indulge yourself in your books..... Uh huh there was also an IT cafe there which sold food that were ultraly expensive.... Anyway did 2 themes from my Social Stdies which means 2 more to go yeah!!!! Played soccer in the evening scored so many goals today hahahaha I am soooooo happy.... But got my legs swelling and it really hurts I think it kinda means no soccer for the next 1 month dman life sux! Hey peepZ take care smile =)...
Thursday, October 31, 2002Woke up late this morning becuase last night I was trying to finish the notes on the fall and rise of Venice.. Then at 3.30am I watched My beloved Liverpool play Valencia and well they lost.... arrhhh.... Watched only the first half.. Today I could'nt wake up in time for Mr Ng's and Kok P(a)in's lesson, though I treid my upmost best... hahahaha.. I was watching the amazing race just now one team that really impressed me was Teri and Ian though they might be old I was really impressed by thier determination though they are the oldest team in the race but they are still hanging in there! Then there was a couple Zach and Flo it really reminded of me and my special friend yup... Don't know why... =) Anyway O'levels is just 5 days away hahaha as Thomas cousin would say.. "Can you feel the heat" hahaha. I really want to do well for my O's and try to get my ass into SAJC at least i achieve something in my life... When I got retained I got look down by people and someone would say they do not want to wait for me becuase I got retain and stuff well.... I would prove you wrong! Life goes on.... Really cannot wait till my first day of school next year at a JC (hopefully CJC) to meet all the new people... Hey peepZ heres a quote for you today "face your fears, conquear your dreams" take care smileZ =)
Wednesday, October 30, 2002My day started off with a ring from Christian called me today to confirm about our appointment at Changi Airport as today me, Shuming and Christian are going to study there.... But as usual our dear Shuming was going to be late so I met up with Christian first and went to the airport first.. Went first got there I felt I was a a foreign land as it has been a long time since I had been to the airport.. At first me and Chris decided to go to the viewing gallery to take a look and there were sooooo many pple studying there that we were forced to seattle down at Burger King.. At BK it was rather noisy so when Shuming came and had his lunch we went back to the viewing gallery we found a spot and studied there... At out "spot" there was this couple they were hugging and smiling to each other which made me rather jealous coz I know how each of them felt as they enjoyed each other's company... After studying for about an hour or two the three of us went to terminal one BK to take a break and Shuming suddenly reminded me of a vegetable joke hahaha and we laughed till we couldn't stop anyway we walked around after that and Christain brought me and Shuming around.... Yup then went home and me and Shuming took the MRT while Christian took the bus home.. On the way home me and Shuming talked about next year and we are both kinda scared of JC life like we don't know how its like and stuff.. But at the same time kinda looking forward to it as we are both SICK of secondary school life.. hmmmm yup anyway gonna stop here now.. Take care SMILE =)!!!
Monday, October 28, 2002Well got my day off to the right note... Last night i called my special friend well cleared my douts about some things and yup was quite happy that i cleared my doudts but the outcome was something which I did not really expect so could say that I was happy and sad... Well well after that I had a looooooooooong chat with my grandma in her room. My grandma is soooooooooo super duper cooool I can really talk to her about ANYTHING.... Yup and she talked to me and I realised many things and things are becoming better for me yup... I really want to thank my grandma..... So a big shout out to my grandma " YOU'RE THE COOLEST GRANDMA!!!!!!!!!!" =) Ok... She told me this is just another setback in my life and so yup just take it as it comes.. Which I thought was very true.. Anyway had tuition this morning and before that Shuming called and told me that PEFECT 10 yup PERFECT 10 was in our school and my brother broght home an auotgraph of Rod and Glenn how cool Maris Stella is becoming cool how come they weren't cool when I was around damn! Ok today I would not give you peepz and quotes..... But today I would give you a sure win bet on football. Today go to Singapore pools and buy total goals 0 for the Man U and Maccabi Haifa...Simply because Man U is playing Forlan as a striker which means they would not score and I think Man U's defence is good enough not to let in any goals against Maccabi Haifa so peepz you might want to follow my theroy hahaha.... Take care and smile =)
Sunday, October 27, 2002Woke up this morning feeling sick had a major headache. So when I woke up I really had no appetite to eat anything after being nagged by my grandma I forced down 2 pieces of bread and popped a panadol pill.... Then went to sleep till 1.pm... The aftermath of me being moody yesterdat had probably affected me again today as yesterday night some bad thing happened to me it may sound small but to me its a really big thing which I would not go on elaborating... Anyway relations between me and my special friend had not improved as the day passes it fact I think its getting worse... I pray for her day and night hopping that she would get over her calamity and that she would be okay... I am really worried for her and I don't know why people tell me not too but its hard I had tried but it never seemed to work I really hate myself! How I wish I am really 5 yrs old! If only there was some magical pill... I also have some doudts in me that I would want to clear but guess it cannot be helped and my doduts will always remain uncleared... O levels is just around the corner any minute it would come knocking on my door and look at me I am hardly getting any studying done. Supposed to study my social studies today but well... Don't have the mood to maybe later.... I really wish someone can come to me now I give me a real big hug and tell me "Don't worry everything would be fine, I would always be here for you...."Well I guess this is my own wishful thinking who in the right mind would right? I don't know if my special friend had read my blog I really wished she did so she could at least understand me... Don't know if you peepz heard of the show a walk to remember well for the pass few days a long walk which me and my special friend took the other time has been flashing in my head and that was a memory I would not forget where we walked from Marina South to the MRT station it was to me a walk to remember... How I wish I could rekindle that moment and we can just walk that same route over and over again... Well have a quote to all you peepz and I think it suits me very well "attitudes are self created. you are free to choose to be victimized by circumstances or people, or you can choose to look at life with an open mind and be victorious. No one else can choose your attitude for you. Your perspective and choice of attitude gives you the power to be in control. that is the essence of true freedom." Really wish i could be free from my miseries now...... As usual take care and smile peepZ =).......
TIRED! That was how I felt when I was dragged out of my bed to go to church... Feeling tired was just physical pain but on top of that I felt moody which was emotional pain.... The emotional pain came from some where which I had expected long time ago yup... And it has finally become a fact and I have moody since the day I knew about the fact... At this point I guess you peepZ must be wondering what emotional pain... Well is something I really don't want you guys to know as I think it's not very nice.... Yeah so went to church today... Then when to play pool with Damien, James and Freddy hahaha guess what I used to beat all of them in pool today I LOST to all of them cool huh! I guess it must have been me being moody that affected my playing well.... Defeat are jsut part of life.... Anyway talking about defeat Arsenal lost to Blackburn 2-1 and my beloved Liverpool had beaten Tottenham hahahaah YAY! 2-1 One by Danny Murphy the other by Michael Owen( I think his so cute!! =) ) haahaha... I really hope things can turn out better for me as the O's are approaching in one weeks time I don't want to suffer anymore emotional pain.... I prayed hard today again for my special friend which is the only thing i can do for her... Really wished I could have done more and today during mass in church the surmon was about love how giving unconditional love to someone is veery impotant which I never used to do.. I hate myself sometimes for being so loser always taking and give so little..... When I do give I expect something in return... HOW NAIVE JEREMY WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD! Today I just wished that I can 5 years old again no worries no doudt I might not have as much fun as an adult but my worries will also be as little... Enough about my whining... Anyway today my quote for everyone is "Love is uncondional" Yup..Figure it out peepz...Take care peepz smile =)....
