Just came home from camp. Feeling tired and drained out from guard duty. Feeling very moody due to the lack of sleep. Army is really taking its toll on me. Its so difficult to try to be positive or want to do my best like I used to do. Everday tremendous amount of responsibility is placed on my shoulders to look over. I am so tired and drained both physically and mentally. I also have my own fear about other things. The fear of being hurt. Well as my friend Bernard told me, matters of the heart are difficult...

Well enough whining... On a brighter note I got a new phone its the motorola V3 its very classy looking but its not very user friendly though... Tomorrow will be Chris's and Damien's 21st birthday! Happy birthday guys! Can't wait till I turn 21 wonder who would be there celebrating it with me =) This year I am finally gonna ORD I am gonna leave the army soon WOOOOHOOO! 7 NOV! I really miss my pink I/C.

the front on the phone.

the inside. i love the huge screen.

Jeremy rounded up @ Thursday, January 05, 2006